3 papers to go!! ganbatee kudasai!!

     Though i had a hard time during the Lds@Grammar paper, i think i'm done with it for now. I don't have any idea about my result for this paper turns out to be after this. But, I am satisfy because i had give my best for this (though byk blank that I answered MERAPU hohoh). I just hope that i will pass this paper so that i won't re-seat the paper during holiday huhuu..

no more burden by the all the word class (at least till the end of this year )

          Now, there's only 3 papers left before i start my cuti-cuti Malaysia.. lalalala... WIsh mE lUcK!!!

LDV, SS, ES here i come!! 

fat reduction+exam fever!!!

     Ni hao alls?? hehe.. Setting a happy mood though m very nervous to sit the exam now. The first paper would be tomorrow, Grammar hurmm. Whenever i study Grammar and failed to understand it, the thought that 'AM I CHOOSING THE WRONG COURSE??' or 'SHOULD I BE TAKING MALAY INSTEAD OF TESL??' hahaha.. Then I realized that questioning myself about this will never change the fact that M a teslian right now. (Well, as a matter of fact i can change that if i hve rm1000000 cash to pay the government to cancel the contract which is only possible in my dream haha~~) So, i guess i just need to study and sit 4 the paper tomorrow. Ganbatte may!!
     Ok now about fat reduction lalalallallalalalaa... (happily dancing in the sun with my elastic belly lol). Gosh, never thought that getting my actual weight would be very hard. As the exam around the corner, i wasn't able to  take my meal properly. Sometimes I did not eat for a day, and then suddenly after few days, BUMP!! its like food fell from nowhere and I ate non-stop huhuhu~~ The mouth watering mcD, the irresistable Curry Laksa, ABC and etc. I know its not a healthy habit, yeah maybe MY mistake cos' I can't resist my temptation over food. Really a troublesome for me.huh!! 
     
      Like last night, my neighbour in hostel gave me the BURAS n TUMBUK (its a bugis traditional food, BURAS=rice steamed with coconut meal in banana leaf, TUMBUK=pulut with coconut milk, i kn0w, very high in fat n calories).

This one is buras, but mine don't have the serunding laa..hehe

And this is tumbuk HEHE..

      She asked me, 'U suda makan ka?' and I did told her I already ate (so, probably not whole of it is my mistake right? lalalalalaa`~~~) Then she said 'Na, sa kasi U ini la, thn ni smpi esok boleh mkn ngan sardine, sdp ni,' (my monologue, 'its not wrong to take that, rezeki comes once only, lagipun x sopan la 4 u to not taking her offer, waaahhh byk laa aq punya monologue alasan nak mkn heehe). And so, I took it and wanted to share with my roomates, but since they are chinese and not used to that food, they refused to accept it. 
     I open one of the buras and give them a taste but still they don't want it. I won't eat it alone~~~ In the end, i went to my friends room and gave it to them and keep some for my breakfast ngehehe.. right now m enjoying my buras with coffee. Its not a good combination but who cares?? haha..

everyday like this now huhuhu..

omo! pencil taste like chocolate when i'm studying grammar,  confusing+hard to understand+too many rule=INSANE!! 

Here's to ease my stress.. XD

    At last, take care of your health everyone, hope i'll excel in my exam tomorrow, FIGHTING!!! ko bolee tuu michelle may!!! ^_^

waaaa,, intelligent! brainy!! etc.. so positive!! (actually saja memujuk ati huhu)

fAT ReduCtion MissioN OngoinG!!

     its been a week since i started my mission hehe, (btw, i'm posting this because my blog is kinda like my journal, not attention seeker) guess  there still no change in my figure, its too eArly to see the result. Well, since this week is actually a holiday, but i refused to go back to my hometown and thus ended up with staying in the hostel n trying to study, preparation for the final exam. This also means that i am having disarrange meals plan. Gosh, i've been eating 'nasi impit' with maggi mee, eggs and wilted vegetables hahah.. Despite these, i kinda enjoy my food now.
     I had read in blogs and several articles, EGGS are not good for losing weight!!! yaikksss.. What am i going to do with it??? Well I guess i have to enjoy gaining my weight this week. XD.. I had went to the basketball court to do some exercise, but apparently I'm not in a PINK of health. I have a flu and cough, very bad cough i guess because i barely able to breath and do other activities. 
     Okay, since my life this week quite lifeless there's nothing much that i can share. Hold on! my menu today were:


breakfast- coffee+oat+cream crackers + maggi n egg (unique taste of coffee+oat haha)
lunch - too lazy to eat (that's a good news XD)
dinner - nasi impit GIANT + long bean wt anchovies + pama mihun wt egg..
supper - coffee only


Daa!! c u soon my blog!! =D

me n my gorgeous+stylo friend, net n the boy is my brother like in class, joshua..  which one is me? of course the round one kn.. hehe

my super cute n smart friends, sophie n net, i heart them so much.. they are the beauties with brains!! ^^

fat REDUCTION mission BEGIN!!!

     After recently weighting myself, I was shocked! my, my, MY!!! within 3 years I'd gain about 20kg?? wow, wonder if i can make it to 30 years now huhu.. I did tried to loss weight during the fasting month, but after the RAya, I cannot endure my desire to eat huhuhu.. GOSh, m living in frighten now.
    Right now, m planning to slowly reducing my weight again. Well, i might fail but at least i try isn't it?? hehe.. My inspirations right now are of COURSe the SNSD, (especially YURI!!), nina dobrev, the vampire chick, and also our golden heart miss Malaysia, Deborah Priya Henry.  But guess today i made a big mistake again, Since we were having an afternoon class, I was starved to death, and bought 'nasi campur' from the restaurant outside IPG.. 
    Hurmm.. the 'lauk' were so delicious, but i bet its calories and fat also delicious. Then, i went back to hostel as apparently continue my life like a sloth. DOing nothing than just watching videos from Youtube, movies, then lying on the bed and fell asleep. I barely woke up at 5pm, again I overslept. 
    I don't what type of spirit is possessing me now, but i always feel like craving for food. Just now, I had rushed to the 'gerai nasi' to buy me a 'dinner' at this early hour, and i ate like a oink2!! huhuhu.. I did tried to comfort myself by telling myself that i won't be able to eat any good food next week because i won't be going home for holiday. I will stay in the hostel for a week and hopefully able to study for my final exam.
    Now, talking about final exam already make me feel sucks! Gosh, my friend got excellent marks for their MOCK, and there i stood with my 'cukup makan' marks. Huh, that's why, i need to be patient with no holiday. CAn't imagine yslef going back to take exam if I fail in the final exam after this.=(
    Goin' back to my main topic, DIET! hehe.,. Starting from now on, I am determine to start back my diet plan. I think its not only for great appearance purpose only also healthy. I had problems with the amount of fat in heart, water, and etc. So, Wish me luck k! Goin to lose weights till the end of this year. Hopefully I can post my daily diet routine after this. JuSt want to encourage myself, no intention to show off or other things k. Do support me..^^ ganbate!! DAY 1 END 

the vampire chick!!

this is my favourite, KAtrina pEtrova, she plays 2 roles in the series.

I'm crazy to see her perfect abs!!

Yuri sarangeh!!

Gorgeous miss MAlaysia ever!! go Deb!

Can i be like her?? GAnbate!! Gonna try my best..^^

     

LaWak bEngOng!! hahahahaa~~~

         aloha~~ ni la POST sa pertama in malay.. hihihi.. Skg ni dekat2 mo raya+cuti ni mood wat assignment makin merundum. Sedarwasa itu, kertas2 assignment saya ttunduk malu lantas b'taPUk entah d mana daa.. So, saya pn menggunakan masa yang sangatlah EMAS ni untuk mencari cerita2 best..
         n... Tada!! ni antara cerita2 yang sa jumpa n mo share ngan kamurang.. ermm certain ni sa amik dri fb2 urang len so, I'm sorry kalo da yg x puas ati eaa.. tapi kn cerita lawak mang tuk kita SHARE.. hepi together forever.. kuang3x... hahaha... LAYAN~~~


Sudu.......

Di sebuah klinik yang terletak berhampiran sebuah kampung... 

Doktor : Awak nampak tak sihat? (sambil mengambil stetoskop) 

Pak Pandir : Pening kepala, sakit dada….. doktor.

Doktor : Aaa…. suhu badan awak tinggi, ambil ubat ni… makan 2 sudu, 3 kali sehari.

Pak Pandir : Terima kasih.

Seminggu kemudian…..

Doktor : Eh, kamu lagi? Apa pulak masalah awak?

Pak Pandir : pening kepala,…. sakit dada hilang dah…. TAPI sakit perut pulak….(sambil mengerang…)

Doktor : Ubat yang saya bagi hari itu dah habis makan? Pahit ke?

Pak Pandir : Saya makan habis dah ubat tu, tak ada masalah…… cuma, SUDDDU doktor…….

Doktor : Kenapa dengan sudu?

Pak Pandir : (dengan selamba) …. keras sikit ….. doktor!

Doktor : ???????
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situasi ni berlaku di kampung ...

di kampung e2 terdapat seorang haji yang kuat iman dan kuat amalan sedekah nyar....sehingga dia dipuji oleh org ramai dgn sikap nyar yg teramat alim hingga tiada tandingan nyar...kalah org arab....dia memiliki seorg anak tp tidak seindah sikap tuan haji......tp e2 semua tdk di ketahui oleh beliau kerana anak nyar berpura-pura baek dgnnya...tiba-tiba urg kg dpt taw m'dpt tahu yg anknya telah main judi di hujung kg......org kg pun gtaw kepada tuan haji e2...

orng kg:tuan haji,,,ohhh tuan haji......ada perkara nak d beritahu nie...

tuan haji:ada apa???bising2 dpn rumah aku nie....

org kg:gini tuan haji,,,anak tuan haji main judi di hujung kg.....

tuan haji dgn rasa terkejut berkata...

tuan haji:YA ALLAH,,apa nak jadi dgn ank aku nie....pnat aku ajr dia ilmu agama....ini blsannya dgn aku....dia sudah conteng arang di muka ku nie.....di mana aku maw letak muka ku nie....

tiba2 seorang remaja kg berkata..

remaja kg:tp haji....DIA MENANG HAJI....

tuan haji terkejut lalu berkta...

tuan haji:ANAK AKU BHA ITU>>>>>@@
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Bapa : kau ni betul² anak yg derhaka!

Anak : bila saya derhaka pada bapak?

Bapa : bapa haus nak minum susu,kenapa kau xkasi?

Anak : mcm mna saya nak kasi,bapa minta susu bini saya!

Bapa : salahkah bapa minta?

Anak : memang pun salah!

Bapa : kau jgn b'kira sangat dgn bapa!, dulu waktu kau masih kecil,kau hisap susu bini bapa...ada bapa kesah??

Anak : err.. [nak masuk rumah orang² tua agaknya beliau ni]
→ p/s: sayangilah ibubapa anda.
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Seorang banduan baru saja berjaya melarikan diri dari penjara setelah dipenjarakan selama 20 tahun. Dalam perjalanannya, dia terjumpa sebuah rumah dan memecah masuk kedalamnya untuk mencari duit. Tetapi yang ditemukan hanyalah sepasang pengantin baru yang sedang tidur di atas katil mereka.

Banduan itu mengarahkan pengantin lelaki turun dari katil dan mengikatnya dikerusi. Kemudian sambil mengikat pengantin perempuan di katil, banduan itu mencium lehernya, dan terus bergegas ke bilik mandi.

Sementara banduan berada di bilik mandi, pengantin lelaki berbisik kepada isterinya: "Isteriku, dia adalah banduan yang melarikan diri dari penjara. Lihat saja baju yang dipakainya, dia mungkin sudah lama dipenjara dan tentu sudah lama tidak menyentuh wanita. Dari cara aku lihat dia mencium lehermu, dia ingin melakukan hubungan seks denganmu, jangan menolak, jangan mengeluh, lakukan sesuai dengan keinginannya, berikan kepuasan. Orang ini merbahaya, jika marah, dia pasti membunuh kita. Jadi bertahanlah sayang.. Abang cintakan ayang.."

Sambil tersenyum, pengantin perempuan membalas,

"Dia bukannya mencium leherku. Tapi dia berbisik ke telingaku. Dia cakap, dia ni homo dan katanya abang seksi sekali dan dia bertanya dimana saya simpan body lotion? Saya jawab di bilik mandi. Bertahanlah sayang. Ayang cintakan abang juga.

lastly, Have a nice day to all.. hehehe..^^

evil laugh hahahaha~~~

smiling happily in disguise hahaha~~

Aslyn--Thats When I Love You~~

Wa... I really love this song.. The lyrics also great and very meaningful.. Don't forget to listen to it after this.. Here's a quick sharing from me..^^


Thats When I Love You-- Aslyn
When you have to look away

When you don't have much to say
Thats when i love you, i love you, just that way

To hear you stumble when you speak
or see you walk with two left feet
Thats when i love you, i love you endlessly

And when your mad 'cause you lost a game
forget i'm waiting in the rain
baby i love you, i love you anyway

CHORUS
'cause heres my promise made tonight
you can count on me for life
'cause thats when i love you when nothing you do can change my mind
The more i learn, the more i love, the more my heart can't get enough
Thats when i love you, when i love you no matter what

So when you turn to hide your eyes
'cause the movie it made you cry
thats when i love you, i love you a little more each time
and when you can't quite match your clothes
or when you laugh at your own jokes
thats when i love you, i love you more then you know

and when you forget that we had a date
or that look that you give when you show up late
baby i love you, i love you anyway

CHORUS

oooh oooh thats when i love you
when nothing baby, nothing you do could change my mine
the more i learn, the more i love, the more my heart can't get enough
thats when i love you, when i love you, no matter what

ooooh oooh, no matter what

That's when I love you~~ No matter what~~

the singer, ASLYN, but i never see her before.. maybe a new singer lol

Yuri SNSD extreme weight loss!!

          Wow, she really had loss weight, or should I say over-weight loss! huhu.. Pity Yuri, she must be very depressed in losing her weight. Well I guess I kinda miss her curvy+PERFECT S-line before. Now, Yuri looked so skinny and fragile, though I still envy to see her great figure. She must have had worked so hard to achieve that.
          I read in few websites and Google on her latest image. These are few pictures that I get from sources. Hurmm.. Still, I'm hoping to achieve perfect body like that hahaha... would that be POSSIBLE for me? I think, with her body like now, my weight would be double her recent weight hahaha... 

well its great to see her new looks, She lost the baby fat in her cheeks and developed a more muscular body. But, don't you think her hands looked so skinny and small?

 Her new looks had shocked her fans. Most are worried about Yuri's health now, including me!

Yoona used to be more skinny than YuRI, bUT, i had to admit now that they kinda look the same, in  fact, YUri look much skinnier than Yoona, look at her LEG..huhu

Before and after extreme diet of Yuri.. She looks more beautiful but lees healthy.  Her sharp jawline in the after does improve hehe.. 

HOT!!! No matter what happen to noona YUri I still think she's the most beautiful in SNSD.. Gosh!! her flawless figures really inspired me to loss weight!! Thanks Yuri =D

But, maybe this is the best for Yuri so I just hope that she will always be healthy and hopefully her weight loss was due to her own will and not due to other reasons (e.g. sick, depression etc)
Way to Go Yuri!! ^^

oH my BritNey~~~ Mama I'm in LoVe wItH a CrimInaL~~

I love this song so much, and never knew that Britney Spears can sing a song like this perfectly!!! Gosh, can 't help it, but I fancy this song now.. And now I'm sharing this with all.. enjoy it~~ ^^


CRIMINAL - BRITNEY SPEARS
He is a hustler
He's no good at all
He is a loser, he's a bum (bum bum bum)
He lies, he fluffs he's unreliable.
He is a sucker with a gun (gun gun gun).
I know you told me I should stay away.
I know you said he's just a dog astray.
He is a bad boy with a tainted heart and even I know this ain't smart.

But Mama I'm in love with a criminal
And this type of love isn't rational it's physical,
Mama please don't cry I will be alright,
All reason aside I just cant deny,
Love the guy

He is a villain of the devil's law,
He is a killer just for fun (fun, fun, fun),
The man's a snitch and unpredictable,
He's got no conscience he got none (none, none, none)
All I know should let go but no

'Cause he's a bad boy with a tainted heart
and even I know this ain't smart

But Mama I'm in love with a criminal
And this type of love isn't rational it's physical,
Mama please don't cry I will be alright,
All reason inside I just cant deny,
Love the guy

And he's got my name tattooed on his arm, his lucky charm,
So I guess it's okay,
He's with me,
And I hear people talk (people talk) trying to make remarks, keep us apart
But I don't even hear I don't care

'Cause Mama I'm in love with a criminal 
And this type of love isn't rational it's physical, 
Mama please don't cry I will be alright, 
All reason inside I just cant deny, 
Love the guy


Mama I'm in love with a criminal 
And this type of love isn't rational it's physical, 
Mama please don't cry I will be alright, 
All reason inside I just can't deny, 
Love the guy

mE burst out my tears with this song...

Ronan Keating - If Tomorrow Never Comes Lyrics
Sometimes late at night
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She's lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes

Way to go to without FACEBOOK!! ganbate kudasai~~

            

yalamek.. the name is not mine, i'm not sasha =S

    Today is my second day of survival without FACEBOOK ACCOUNT!! hahaha.. Sounds stupid but I did felt like dying for not checking my FB account. Well, I had deactivate it temporary for some reasons. I guess that I want to get rid of my feeling to someone. =P.. Few days before, i read someone wall post saying, DON'T WASTE YOUR TIME OVER A GUY WHO WOULD NOT WANT TO WASTE HIS TIME FOR YOU.. Then, i started to think about it and she was right! so, I don't want to keep on stalking him like a stupid desperate old lady hahaa.. Its quite hard for me, but this is the decision that I already take. This semester I will be facing a big exam, so I don't want to load my head with my SS feeling and other problems.

   Mentioning about other problem, which was my unsolved problems since the previous semester.. This is much serious that the stupid SS.. haha..Well, i thought that I don't have to think about it anymore, but since someone had raised the issue of it during class, it bother me again. This time, it is much worse than before. I felt guilty but at the same time I still don't think all the blame should be dump on me. DOES'NT MEAN THAT WHEN WE ARE SILENT THAT PEOPLE CAN EASILY STEPPED OVER OUR HEAD, AS IF WE DON'T HAVE OUR OWN PRIDE. Well, i prefer to conclude that both us did done wrong in this case. And that we ended up with cold war until today.

         
      I guess i can accept with the fact that my attitudes made him felt hard to befriend with, so why should I burden him? That's why I chose not to mingle around with him too often. But, things turned out differently. Yeah, I guess its my fault for letting people crossing over my limit of privacy. So, i just hope that things will get back to normal soon, which I still don't know how soon it would be to normal again.
     But, whatever happened, I can only say that I don't want to interfere his life or know about him now. I just hope he is also the same because I don't want things gone wrong again. I don't other people to have bad perceptions towards either of us well especially when they don't know the whole story. What I am sure about is that not only because of that day. So, Let me live my own life, and don't disturb yours, I don't want to cause any problem to him.. huhuu.. 
     Lastly, though we are not friends anymore, I still always pray that you will success in every things that you do and wish that happiness will always be with you and your friends..^^.. BTW, i don't mad at you anymore, its just not that easy to pretend that nothing wrong ever happened between us and I hope you'll understand that.

            

RolLinG iN tHe dEep~~ Adele

            Great song to share with all.. Enjoy!!! Let's sing it, music, hit it!!! =D

There's a fire starting in my heart
Reaching a fever pitch
And it's bringing me out the dark
Finally I can see you crystal clear
Go ahead and sell me out and I'll lay your shit bare
See how I'll leave with every piece of you
Don't underestimate the things that I will do
There's a fire starting in my heart
Reaching a fever pitch
And its bringing me out the dark

The scars of your love remind me of us
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all
The scars of your love they leave me breathless
I can't help feeling...

We could have had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside of your hands
And you played it to the beat

Baby, I have no story to be told
But I've heard one on you
Now I'm gonna make your head burn
Think of me in the depths of your despair
Make a home down there
As mine sure won't be shared

The scars of your love remind me of us
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all
The scars of your love they leave me breathless
I can't help feeling
We could have had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside of your hand
And you played it
To the beat

We could have had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside of your hand
But you played it
With the beat

Throw your soul through every open door
Count your blessings to find what you look for
Turn my sorrow into treasured gold
You pay me back in kind and reap just what you sow

We could have had it all
We could have had it all
It all, it all it all,
We could have had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside of your hand
And you played it
To the beat

We could have had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside of your hand
But you played it
You played it you played it you played it
To the beat

Set FiRe To tHe RaIn~~ Adele

          I just got this song from my classmate, Jeff, Thanks for sharing this with me!! XD.. Now I'm sharing the lyrics with you all. Let's learn it together and enjoy this song~~
^^

I let it fall, my heart
And as it fell you rose to claim it
It was dark and I was over
Until you kissed my lips and you saved me

My hands, they were strong
But my knees were far too weak
To stand in your arms
Without falling to your feet

But there's a side to you
That I never knew, never knew
All the things you'd say
They were never true, never true
And the games you'd play
You would always win, always win

But I set fire to the rain
Watched it pour as I touched your face
Let it burn while I cried
'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name

When I lay with you
I could stay there, close my eyes
Feel you here forever
You and me, together, nothing is better

'Cause there's a side to you
That I never knew, never knew
All the things you'd say
They were never true, never true
And the games you'd play
You would always win, always win

But I set fire to the rain
Watched it pour as I touched your face
Let it burn while I cried
'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name

I set fire to the rain
And I threw us into the flames
When we fell, something died
'Cause I knew that that was the last time
The last time

Sometimes, I wake up by the door
That heart you caught must be waiting for you
Even now when we're already over
I can't help myself from looking for you

I set fire to the rain
Watched it pour as I touched your face
Let it burn while I cried
'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name

I set fire to the rain
And I threw us into the flames
When we fell, something died
'Cause I knew that that was the last time
The last time

Let it burn
Let it burn

Oh mY GoSh!!! XD

            What a wonderful day i'd gone through today! it was such a relief for me because we had done our performance NICELY though not PERFECTLY. Starting from the day i was told that i need to involve myself in the performance, my life became quite dull, and in frightened, thinking about it days and nights as i am not the type of person who love to perform in front of many people. 
            When i arrived at the hall, my hands already shaking and I stuttered so much. The event started and i was pretending to laugh watching the videos. Someone told me that the performance was just for fun, and with my attitude like this, i don't think that it would be fun. So, before our performance, I prayed to God to give strength and will to do the best. and Thanks Lord for answering my prayer. I did managed to sing my song, not PERFECT but the BEST that I can. this made me felt more satisfy because i was able to fight my frightfulness.
            But, what was quite disappointing me was that I did not see my friends from the stage. Its maybe due to the lightning or the crowded but it still broke my heart. When the performance finished, i went down the stage and sat at the back and that's when i saw 2 of them. I was so happy to see them and did cried a bit. huhuhu.. Grateful because they being supportive . And though the other thought that I might be 'MENJENGKELKAN' with my attitude, I'm very sorry for that.
           And... What does it has to do with the title ABOVE?? hehehe.. well its kinda confession from me.. i think i started to feel something for someone. Actually, it was since the first day we met in class but at that time, i wasn't so sure about it. But, i think its hard for to deny it.. hahah.. What I say is that I can even stare at his eyes when i'm talking. There something different about him. I'd heard rumors about his negative behaviours or whatsoever about him and i did had tried to dislike him, but the more i did that the more I felt the insincerity within me. I never know how I began to like him, and its just happen to be like this.
           Well, if he read this and might realize that I am writing this about him, don't worry okay!! Because i treasure so much our friendship now, and I love seeing your life well and happy. Besides, i'm not the type of fan that will stalk you and chasing over your 27 hours. i just hope that you would let me live my life like a normal person that have my right to feel something towards other people. I know that you're just one of the wonderful things i passed through along the journey of my life. Wish you will be happy and have a successful life. God bless~~ Amen...=)

p/s : I love your eyes!!!! <3 XD

My new missions, yeah!!! XD

        Today, we'd played the writing story for each of us again. This is the activity that we have been waiting for every semester. It was done during Language Development class conducted by Mr.Gerard Benjamin, our beloved fatherly like lecturer. 
        Here's the fun of the activity, we will all started our story with a sentence. for example, Long, long ago, in a galaxy far, far away there live a prince/princess called Princess/prince ____(our own name). Then, we will have to pass our paper to the person next to us and they will continue the with own ideas. Each person can only write one sentence. So, overall, since we are 25 in our class, we will have 25 sentences. 
        Most of us will write hilarious things to make the story interesting and these 25 different ideas would surely produces such a great story of all time, hahaha... 
        Okay back to the topic, for these 3 weeks holiday, i had planned few great things to be done and hopefully i will success.

• I'm hoping to start again my mini business (if i am able to get customers) on the beads keychain.
• i'm planning to enhance my ability in sewing and producing handmade keychain, by using flanel fabric. Still hoping to success and get customers.
• this one is not my new mission but it's a sequel from the past few years. I NEED and MUST to LOSS WEIGHT!!!! OmG, since i officially stop playing basketball I had gained 15kg!!! Oh God please help me..=(
• A must to FINISH reading the TO KILL A MOCKINGBIRD within 3 WEEKS. I don't know how i'm going to achieve that but I'll try my best huhuhu..
• Be more outspoken and never myself from being easily influenced by other people. I don't want to involve myself in any controversial issues, especially regarding ARGUMENT. remember that!!!

Well, I think that all for now. I need to follow my schedule, now is the time for movies marathon hahaha.. ADIOS AMIGOS!! =D

Mr.Taxi~~ Girls Generation Japanese..^^

         At last, after few days of suffering searching for source to download SNSD's latest video, i managed to get the video from Desiree Ng. Thanks pal, you brighten up my life..=).. Noticed here that YURI looks much skinny and gorgeous!! I love her so much! ( But i'm not a lesbo for sure okay!!! XD) .

     I'm sharing the video to all of us.. LET'S ENJOY IT!! ^^

           

           Here are some of the photo's for their new released video.. ^^