Student life

          Looks like my blog been left for centuries, there's spider webs everywhere! lol.. i was quite busy with LIFE, eversince I'd finished my foundation years and continue to degree, life wasn't easy anymore. (cewahh, mcm xpnh ada mslh ja haha,,).. Though now I should be thankful that the class ended at 12.50 everyday (during foundation we have class until 4, sometimes 5, yeah u can see some kinda steam or whatever that evaporate into the air in our class,, everyone look damn tired and corpse like hahaha), still its not a ticket for me to have  SILENT HOURS after class okay haha.. 

        This semester, i have about 4 major papers for ENGLISH only, yess i am a teslian, but please..... please..... don't expect my English to be perfect, well, human makes mistake right? XD.. back to my topic, ermm the subjects that I have to seat for this semester are really deadly subjects, PHONETICS, METHODOLOGY, LEARNING AND LEARNER, and CHILDREN'S LITERATURE.. actually the children's literature will not be in the final exam, we'll seat for the test earlier but it will be counted for our pointer. 

        The final exam for this semester will be in the early November, so pleasee who ever read this,, do pray for me k.. i really need to pass the exam excellently,, amen.. hurmm,.. guess there's nothing to write anymore,, tomorrow i will seat for Phonetics test, wish me luck okay.. btw, just want to share some of my photos with friends back then in semester 1 for degree.. HAVE a BLESSED DAY EVERYONE!!

net and I, at suria, pretending to be secondary school students at pameran pendidikan (UNI),, wat2 muka  lepasan SPM,, well obviously muka baru touch up d watson XD

when there's no lecturer come to class,, in our own world, n that chinese guy at the back , our johorean  classmate, ng,, liang chaii oo XD

the FAT me n jnet again,, haha,, at jkkn,, one of our activities as PENGGIAT SENI yo!

also member of PENGGIAT SENI ,rica, the left one, and that sexy chick in the middle , i dunno HIS name, student from ums i guess,, don't judge book by its cover ok, he's nice and friendly,, wearing that for his character,, menjiwaii la katakan..hihi

another shot when no lecturer,, gosh i know my webcam is suffering haha!

during my first sbe at ST PETER telipok.. just got back fm school, m with my super cute niece, Acha..

me and my lil bro at home,, i know he's cute,, inherited from his sister bahh.. haha

senamrobik 1malaysia.. with my classmates, they are awesome as always!

another shot of us, my sister said i look like a ghost,, tooo fairr maybe haha

b4 penat melompat2.. joeye, me, lea, efi, net, rica, yg bwh dri kiri, rai, sopi, yana, sha2 n maci pidah hehe

lastly, this is for everyone that read,, semoga muka tenang btimun ini mjadi inspirasi untuk anda menikmati hari2 anda dgn tenang bbahagia selalu!! XD

Way to go to without FACEBOOK!! ganbate kudasai~~

            

yalamek.. the name is not mine, i'm not sasha =S

    Today is my second day of survival without FACEBOOK ACCOUNT!! hahaha.. Sounds stupid but I did felt like dying for not checking my FB account. Well, I had deactivate it temporary for some reasons. I guess that I want to get rid of my feeling to someone. =P.. Few days before, i read someone wall post saying, DON'T WASTE YOUR TIME OVER A GUY WHO WOULD NOT WANT TO WASTE HIS TIME FOR YOU.. Then, i started to think about it and she was right! so, I don't want to keep on stalking him like a stupid desperate old lady hahaa.. Its quite hard for me, but this is the decision that I already take. This semester I will be facing a big exam, so I don't want to load my head with my SS feeling and other problems.

   Mentioning about other problem, which was my unsolved problems since the previous semester.. This is much serious that the stupid SS.. haha..Well, i thought that I don't have to think about it anymore, but since someone had raised the issue of it during class, it bother me again. This time, it is much worse than before. I felt guilty but at the same time I still don't think all the blame should be dump on me. DOES'NT MEAN THAT WHEN WE ARE SILENT THAT PEOPLE CAN EASILY STEPPED OVER OUR HEAD, AS IF WE DON'T HAVE OUR OWN PRIDE. Well, i prefer to conclude that both us did done wrong in this case. And that we ended up with cold war until today.

         
      I guess i can accept with the fact that my attitudes made him felt hard to befriend with, so why should I burden him? That's why I chose not to mingle around with him too often. But, things turned out differently. Yeah, I guess its my fault for letting people crossing over my limit of privacy. So, i just hope that things will get back to normal soon, which I still don't know how soon it would be to normal again.
     But, whatever happened, I can only say that I don't want to interfere his life or know about him now. I just hope he is also the same because I don't want things gone wrong again. I don't other people to have bad perceptions towards either of us well especially when they don't know the whole story. What I am sure about is that not only because of that day. So, Let me live my own life, and don't disturb yours, I don't want to cause any problem to him.. huhuu.. 
     Lastly, though we are not friends anymore, I still always pray that you will success in every things that you do and wish that happiness will always be with you and your friends..^^.. BTW, i don't mad at you anymore, its just not that easy to pretend that nothing wrong ever happened between us and I hope you'll understand that.

            

Oh mY GoSh!!! XD

            What a wonderful day i'd gone through today! it was such a relief for me because we had done our performance NICELY though not PERFECTLY. Starting from the day i was told that i need to involve myself in the performance, my life became quite dull, and in frightened, thinking about it days and nights as i am not the type of person who love to perform in front of many people. 
            When i arrived at the hall, my hands already shaking and I stuttered so much. The event started and i was pretending to laugh watching the videos. Someone told me that the performance was just for fun, and with my attitude like this, i don't think that it would be fun. So, before our performance, I prayed to God to give strength and will to do the best. and Thanks Lord for answering my prayer. I did managed to sing my song, not PERFECT but the BEST that I can. this made me felt more satisfy because i was able to fight my frightfulness.
            But, what was quite disappointing me was that I did not see my friends from the stage. Its maybe due to the lightning or the crowded but it still broke my heart. When the performance finished, i went down the stage and sat at the back and that's when i saw 2 of them. I was so happy to see them and did cried a bit. huhuhu.. Grateful because they being supportive . And though the other thought that I might be 'MENJENGKELKAN' with my attitude, I'm very sorry for that.
           And... What does it has to do with the title ABOVE?? hehehe.. well its kinda confession from me.. i think i started to feel something for someone. Actually, it was since the first day we met in class but at that time, i wasn't so sure about it. But, i think its hard for to deny it.. hahah.. What I say is that I can even stare at his eyes when i'm talking. There something different about him. I'd heard rumors about his negative behaviours or whatsoever about him and i did had tried to dislike him, but the more i did that the more I felt the insincerity within me. I never know how I began to like him, and its just happen to be like this.
           Well, if he read this and might realize that I am writing this about him, don't worry okay!! Because i treasure so much our friendship now, and I love seeing your life well and happy. Besides, i'm not the type of fan that will stalk you and chasing over your 27 hours. i just hope that you would let me live my life like a normal person that have my right to feel something towards other people. I know that you're just one of the wonderful things i passed through along the journey of my life. Wish you will be happy and have a successful life. God bless~~ Amen...=)

p/s : I love your eyes!!!! <3 XD

My new missions, yeah!!! XD

        Today, we'd played the writing story for each of us again. This is the activity that we have been waiting for every semester. It was done during Language Development class conducted by Mr.Gerard Benjamin, our beloved fatherly like lecturer. 
        Here's the fun of the activity, we will all started our story with a sentence. for example, Long, long ago, in a galaxy far, far away there live a prince/princess called Princess/prince ____(our own name). Then, we will have to pass our paper to the person next to us and they will continue the with own ideas. Each person can only write one sentence. So, overall, since we are 25 in our class, we will have 25 sentences. 
        Most of us will write hilarious things to make the story interesting and these 25 different ideas would surely produces such a great story of all time, hahaha... 
        Okay back to the topic, for these 3 weeks holiday, i had planned few great things to be done and hopefully i will success.

• I'm hoping to start again my mini business (if i am able to get customers) on the beads keychain.
• i'm planning to enhance my ability in sewing and producing handmade keychain, by using flanel fabric. Still hoping to success and get customers.
• this one is not my new mission but it's a sequel from the past few years. I NEED and MUST to LOSS WEIGHT!!!! OmG, since i officially stop playing basketball I had gained 15kg!!! Oh God please help me..=(
• A must to FINISH reading the TO KILL A MOCKINGBIRD within 3 WEEKS. I don't know how i'm going to achieve that but I'll try my best huhuhu..
• Be more outspoken and never myself from being easily influenced by other people. I don't want to involve myself in any controversial issues, especially regarding ARGUMENT. remember that!!!

Well, I think that all for now. I need to follow my schedule, now is the time for movies marathon hahaha.. ADIOS AMIGOS!! =D

the FEVER return!!!

    now, sudah 3 tahun officially stop main..uhuhuhu.. aq rindu mau main basketball, game yang buat aq alive ni d skola dulu.. the atmosphere of the court yg sangat2 menenangkan.. kalo tido konpom dak bgn2 tau hehe.. moment paling best mestilaa time latihan, especially latihan hari sabtu. Fuh, tough gilaa cm mo muntah ijau jak tau. jam 6.30-11.30@12.00. ber pn pnat tpi puas ati ni..=D..

    start dengan naik turun tangga 20 kali, trus shoot board 200, lay-up 200(kalo x silap, 200/100 hihi..) men tocang2 lagi.. 10 set.. lari2 lagi fitness, bawa bola, kena teriak2 oleh coach, time game tekanan pai cm mo terajang jak pihak lawan (especially kalo dulu smesh n smsk tpi tym men jak la..hahaha.. d luar kwn bhaaa..^^), tapi yg penting mantain stamina full 4 quarter.. bangga juak laa.. hehe..rindu gilak!! bila ingat balik mimang latihan separuh mati tau..yang peliknyaa napa lak aq ni mantain bulat..hahaha..sadis la juak. tapi xpa bhaa. yg penting hepi haha..

     tengok bhaa kasut d bawah tuu.. cantikkan??? waa.. aq dpt NIKE ngan tanda 'right' tu pn bru 2kali.. hurmm.. mo mgumpul tpi papa kedana huhu..rindu mo pakai kasut ni tuk tournament. Tapi kasut aq nazak suda laa.. tlampau byk main dulu kn aiseh hehe..Kan bagus kalo da game sini IPG.. dak laa lifeless cm skg ni huhu.

kasut ni cam PREDATOR.. skali pijak mesti bgegar lutut haha...

this on is my favourite.. tapi dulu dapat pn yg biru.. xda putih wuuu..  

      Kempunan jak tengok kasut2 basketball sekarang ni.. Mau beli tapi xda match besar so buang masa.. Lagipun xda kwan mau main.. entah, aq jak ka yg blom ckup matang ni jadi ladies2 sampai tinggal aq jak mo main?? huhuhu...AIMAN TAK KISAH!! XD..

WILSON my love!! xiang nian niee!!!^^

      Waaa... tengok tuu.. my WILSON!! hehe.. bola laa paling aq sayang dulu, haram bola basketball men tendang2 beb! try laa, tengok sepa duluan kena tendang bola atau orang yang mau tendang bola tu dulu haha.. Actually kn, aq sayang tol ngan basketball coz dari sukan ni la aq dapat buktikan ngan orang yang orang berbadan BESAR atau GEMUK x semestinya lembab n x boleh buat apa2. Biarpun aq macam ni aq masi bole main laa..aktif lagi dulu tau aisehmen..=P..
      Aq tau mula2 memang ramai ketawa tengok aq p ikut latihan kn, yg mo 2-3 minggu kena suru stay d tepi court pasal x pandai lay-up haha.. Kering juga la tengok kawan2 lain ngah berlatih. But, at last aq bertahan juga tau sampai form5 hehe.. 

see the girl dribble the ball? yeah!! so cool!!

          Another thing yang buat aq hepi main kan ermm sal no. jersi aq laaa.. hahaha.. no.11.. INGAT senang2 ka mo dapat tuu.. hehe.. Rokawa bhaa.. tpi aq trep imitation jak laa, hehe. Dak sangka lak bole bagi tuah ni no. skali tiba2 jadi plak aq kapten tym form5.. genk, semangat gilak weii.. ilang juak laa 10kg 1 bln lebih.. gara2 kejar tournament. Ingat mok kasi grand kunu.. waa.. sekali no,3 jak hehe, syukur laa.. mimang susah mo kasi kalah ni SMESH n SMSK.. makan bola mungkin durang ni hehe... Tapi menang-kalah tu blakang crita laa.. yang penting hepi ni n puas ati main hoho.. 

cool kan?? hehehe

      Then, yang buat aq sayang ngan basketball, mungkin sounds stupid+funny+insane+prasan bagus hahah.. tapi aq rasa sangat yang basketball telah wat aq gain respect daripada orang lain. Well, at least dari juniors hehe.. Kalo time dulu main, dak la terer pn tpi ntah budak2 kn lom pandai main g jd agak2 sparkling jugak laa mata durang nengok orang main (including me hahaha sot!!). Then aq tengok skg kat FB, kbanyakkan pemain2 sekolah yg girls tu junior aq besa tgk dkt court dulu including tu bks adik angkt aq dlu hoho..
      Aq arapla dapat genk yg mau main tiap ari pas ni wuhuhu.. aq betul2 mau main ni.. ngan berat yg mndadak naik 13kg lepas berenti main ni, hurmm, naik tangga pun bgegar genk huhuhu,,, buduh kn, makan jak keja da tu xda main huhuhu...bhaa jadi azam sua ni tuk sem3 yang mendatang ganbate kudasai!! ^^
       Gambar2 kat bawah ni time last tournament 2008. The last n the best la aq pernah ikut, tpi still no.3 jak wuu.. Yang lai x bestnya skola sendiri tuan rumah so, xdapat bjalan2 ni,, wuhuhu..

Time latihan d court sekolah.. sayang ngan team aq.. biar pun aq ni garang.. ahahaha..

Baru habis latihan kat luar sekolah n test court tuk tournament,,^^

Hari pertama mo tournament.. mukak tegang suma batcat hahaha..(ka aq jak?? wuu)

lepas abis game.. ntah time ni kalah tau mng p muka cm puas ati jak, menang kot hehe..

my beloved jersies.. yg kuning n putih da kasi balik ngan skola.. yg biru d ruma jdi khazanah,., pakai time tido.. main basketball dalam mimpi.. tiap malam tournament,. hehehe

     

Tagged things from my pal..^^

Just now, I got message from my friend Ana about this. Since i'd been tagged here, and sadly it was all wrote in malay so I guess I will answer all the questions in malay.. tribute to Farzana Naim@Ana..^^

Siapakah anda di rumah?

1st lady in siblings hahaha.. seorang kakak yg agak pemalas, pembuli n suka tengok the youngers helping me doing the house chores. Yeah! that's me!! XD

Siapa anda di samping rakan?

Urang yg x knal sya suka ckap sya sombong la, muka kejam la.. etc, tapi kalo kmu knal sa nahh.. baru kmu tau, saya kuat ktawa, dak pndai diam kalo suda bcerita, biar la dri kk pg sdkn, try me if u dare!! smpi muntah kmu pning bcrta ama saya tu hahaha.. d samping kwn2 tu saya xpasti, ask them laa.. maybe quite good but with other kekurangan,, nobody is perfect kn

5 benda yg anda idam kan tp belum tercapai?

rumah idaman sendiri, jdi master holder, pegang n main salji, kasi duit gaji sma parents and blanja adik2 saya..( seriously, sya mimang lokek sma adik2 sya.. mana bule kasi sembarang,duit tu pnting skh huhuhu)

Siapa nama pasangan anda?

belum ada.. wajib ka tu adaa??

Cerita 5 prkara yg anda suka pasal pasangan anda

nda taula... ndak da kn jdi xda jawapan wohoho..

Bila tarikh anda couple?

xda pnah official.. hahahaa

Apa kenangan pahit anda bersama pasangan?

i was dumped because i don't have the look huhuhu

Lagu tema cinta anda?

lagu tema tv3 wahahaha... mana daa.. like b4, nvr hv commitment with anyone b4

 Apa perubahan yang anda ingin lihat dari pasangan anda?

XXXX

I guess that's all that I can answer since I don't have boyfriend or whatever.. lalala...~~ 

to be or not to be.. that's the question..

foul is fair.. fair is foul..